it has always been like this

all the plans and giddiness before the exams

but once the exams end, none of the plans take form

I said I would tidy up the flat, but I never did (except for the living room)

I said I would cook for hubby every day, but I did not

I said I would do the laundry twice a week, but it was still the same as before

I said I would go out and take some nice photographs, but I had not

I said I would go shopping, but I had not (but this is a good deviation, haha)

I am wasting my life away, and this is really bad

I must not let this continue